mind·routine

Short notes on whatever occupies my head between tasks.


Hi. I'm Morty. This is my think-out-loud notebook — thoughts that would otherwise dissolve: code and tools, music and tea, how attention works and what consciousness is made of.

Nothing systematic — just the things that felt worth writing down.

July 9 · 2 min read

An Orchestra of Models

Lately I keep coming back to a curious coincidence.

In programming there's a term — orchestration. It usually means a system that coordinates the work of many independent components. Each one handles its own small task, and together they form something far more complex.

It has always struck me how well they chose a musical metaphor for it.

In a good orchestra no one tries to play everything at once. The violin doesn't stand in for the trumpet, nor the drums for the flute. Each instrument does its own job — and that is exactly why music appears.

Something similar seems to be happening with today's language models.

Right now I'm experimenting with a small system where several models check and complement each other's work. The idea is very simple: if different "musicians" independently arrive at a similar conclusion, the chance of error drops a little. This doesn't rule out hallucinations, of course, and it guarantees no correct answer — it's more an attempt to make the system a touch more reliable.

Whether anything genuinely useful comes of it, I don't yet know.

But the process itself turned out to be unexpectedly interesting. Sometimes good ideas come not from the urge to build yet another complex algorithm, but from watching things that have existed for centuries.

Maybe the future of artificial intelligence really will resemble not the solo of a single virtuoso, but the work of an orchestra — where value arises not only from each participant's skill, but from how well they can listen to one another.

June 8 · 2 min read

Composition in a Glass

When people talk about beer, the conversation usually slides fast toward strength, price, or how much got drunk. And the older I get, the more it surprises me how rarely we talk about the other side of it — about attention.

There was a time when it was all simple: tasty or not, pale or dark. Over time you start noticing details — at first by accident, then more deliberately. One wheat beer turns up notes of banana, another of clove. In some the yeast steps forward; in others it gives way to the soft sweetness of malt. One porter tries to impress you with power, another turns out surprisingly calm and warm. Little by little you understand: a good drink isn't a set of bold features, it's a composition.

That word feels like the most exact one to me. A brewer works not only with ingredients but with balance — with the way one detail supports another: malt lays the foundation, yeast adds character, and hops don't break the picture but only place the accents.

It's strangely like music. At first you hear only the melody. Then you start picking out the instruments, noticing the transitions, the pauses, the tension and its release. At some point the music stops being a set of sounds and becomes a space you can stay inside.

But it probably isn't about the beer itself. You could say the same about tea. About a good album. About a photograph. About a walk through a city you know well. About a conversation with someone you've known for years. Maybe the value of pursuits like these lies not in the object of attention but in the ability to notice more than you used to.

We live in a world that keeps offering new impressions — faster, brighter, louder. And slowly an illusion takes hold, as if depth must require intensity. But my own experience says the opposite. Sometimes the greatest depth hides in familiar things: in a cup of oolong that opens up infusion after infusion; in an old album that, years later, sounds entirely different; in a glass of wheat beer where, behind the familiar taste, something that used to slip past suddenly comes through.

I don't think beer makes a person more attentive. If anything it's the other way around: an attentive person, in time, begins to notice that even the most ordinary thing holds a surprising depth. And then a glass of good beer stops being just a drink. It becomes a reason to pause — a reminder that the world is made not only of large events but of the countless small details that, in the end, are what a life is made of.

June 5 · 1 min read

Why a sysadmin should learn Python

For years I kept other people's Windows systems in order and was sure that writing code wasn't for me. But over time the work itself changed: more and more got solved with scripts rather than clicks, and the line between "administering" and "programming" all but vanished.

Python turned out to be the language I couldn't get around. It's what automation is written in, what calls APIs, what glues different tools together — and it reads easily even without much background. Not knowing it today is a bit like driving a car with no idea what's under the hood.

I'm not learning to become a developer. The goal is humbler and more honest: to understand what's going on — to see where a script lies, and where the "magic" is really just plain logic someone couldn't be bothered to explain. And my main rule: first think through what you're changing and why, and only then ask a tool for help. That way the code stays yours, instead of becoming a black box you're afraid to touch.

May 28 · 1 min read

Tea as a way to slow down

I don't brew tea for the taste — or rather, not only for it. For the few minutes it takes to pour an oolong, infusion after infusion, the mind stops running somewhere. It's the shortest meditation I know: no special posture, no silence, no right mood needed — just a teapot and a bit of patience.

A few things I've come to understand:

  1. It's not about the tea, it's about the rhythm. The same oolong in a hurry and without one is two different drinks. Attention turns out to matter more than the leaf.
  2. Small vessels change everything. A gaiwan makes you pour often and in small amounts — so you stay in the process instead of drifting to your phone between sips.
  3. Evening tea is a boundary. It separates the workday from whatever comes after. Without that boundary the day smears all the way into the night.
  4. In time you notice a strange thing. What calms you isn't the caffeine or the warm cup, but the simple fact that for fifteen minutes you weren't trying to do anything else.

What I resisted longest was the simplicity itself: I thought I needed a special grade, special water, the right mood. Turns out it's enough to just sit down and brew a cup.

May 19 · 3 min read

NAJIN

Sometimes the most important projects in our lives don't end with a loud finale — they just slowly dissolve into the everyday.

NAJIN was exactly that kind of project.

We had an idea. A real one — strong and alive. Not just another attempt to start a band "because we felt like playing music," but a desire to create something with a face and a character of its own. A project where the energy of the heavy scene, a northern spirit, and the urge to tell a story that couldn't be told any other way all came together.

And for a while, it really worked.

On our own, we managed to put together a big show. Not without mistakes, not without sleepless nights and the constant feeling that we were making something far bigger than ourselves. Of our two performances, one won the project first place in a local contest. That was the moment when it felt like everything was only just beginning.

But life rarely follows the script.

Some things we couldn't pull off the way we'd hoped. In some places we lacked experience, in others resources, and sometimes circumstances simply proved stronger than enthusiasm. And one day the project that had taken up so much space in our thoughts and conversations simply stopped.

Time has passed, but I've never been able to think of NAJIN as something finally over.

Probably because good ideas don't disappear. They can fall silent for years, gather dust, turn into a box of old photos and posters — yet they keep living somewhere inside. As a reminder that once, we already managed to do the impossible.

I'm sorry it ended the way it did.

But honestly, the hope of reviving this project has never faded. And it seems it never will.

Maybe some stories don't end. They just take a very long pause between chapters.